Thursday, May 13, 2010
I'm so vain I probably think this song is about me.
Sometimes I feel a little vain taking so many pictures of myself all the time. I remind myself of one of those Bueno commercials about raising the bar for indulgence. (see it here if you don't know what I'm taking about: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=01fVq039NB0 it's probably one of the best ads I've seen) I may of never spent 8 hours at a spa or spent nine dollars on a coffee, but I have spent 6 hours at a spa and spent at least five dollars on a coffee. I occasionally think I could probably find a cure for cancer or something wonderful if I didn't devote so much time getting ready in the morning, lol, but then I catch a reflection of myself in a mirror and lose my train of thought.
Meh, so maybe I am a little vain. For so long I didn't like myself very much, I figure I'm allowed to make up for it now. I definitely still have self doubt about other parts of my life, but I'm pretty at peace with my looks. Of course there are moments that falters a bit and obviously if I could somehow give myself clearer skin and a flat stomach magically I would. But there's not very much I'd change about myself if I could. My nose is a little big, lol but it matches my big hips. I might be kinda pale, but in the past women would apply lead to their faces and eat chalk to achieve this ghostly pallor. Plus I've got a pretty good rack, nice calves and I like my smile.
One of my friends was reading my post the other day about my wild and untamed backyard and asked if that meant I was going to fix it all up and take pretty picture. lol, this ain't that kind of blog. This is a blog about self indulgence, not self improvement.
Dress: Giant Tiger
Stockings: Forever 21
Necklace: Le Chateau
Ring: Urban Planet
sweater shrug: Clothes swap